Undeserving

Reading Assignments

A friend recently recommended I consider these books, and the Spirit prompted me to obtain and read each one of them.

The first was David Hawkins', Power vs Force, The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior. Very enlightening. Yes, that is humor. The book is about achieving enlightenment.

I recently heard about and experienced "energy" and have wanted to learn more. My friend said this was a great place to start, and it was.

The Map of Consciousness was very intriguing. The concept that "Power" (from energy) will always prevail over "Force" made sense and reminded me of my posts about Power and Authority.

The Hawkins book made a case that power "is" while force must be applied. It also said "love" is a high, positive form of energy, and "shame" manifests as very low, negative energy -- close to death. Perhaps that is why those in states of "guilt" and shame are at risk of ending their own lives, whereas the Apostle Paul proclaimed "Love never fails" (1 Corinthians 13:8).

The book also discussed a form of "truth test" that apparently works without regard to people's beliefs or even who does it, provided they do it correctly. It reminded me of the Urim and Thummim Yahweh prescribed through Moses for the Israelite Priest (Aaron, Moses' brother) to use for making decisions. That became known as "casting lots" and was used by many Israelites, not just the Priest, up until the time the Holy Spirit was given. There was a brief period in my life where I personally found casting lots to be quite effective, until a pastor pointed out we do not need the method anymore because the Holy Spirit testifies about all Truth directly to our own spirits, provided we have Him and are listening to Him.

Hawkins described his personal experiences of encountering states of enlightenment and his views seemed to line up with some of what I have observed in my own life.

I recently learned I crave transformation, and in order to do that I must learn from others about their experiences in the world so I can compare them to mine and discern Truth.

The second book was Clint Rogers' Ancient Secrets of a Master Healer, A Western Skeptic, An Eastern Master, And Life's Greatest Secrets. It was written as a true, autobiographical story of a PhD university researcher's encounter with a man who knew how to heal people from the inside out using wisdom and techniques thousands of years old. Reading the book was a walk next to a fellow skeptic as he encountered what seemed to be impossibilities to those of us who were brought up in western culture. As he tried to make sense of how touching parts of someone's body six (6) times could result in healing, I found myself comparing it to my experiences of laying hands on people and seeing them instantly healed. My constant question throughout the book was, "How does this line up with the Bible?"

It does. Jesus told people if they have faith they will be able to do anything. I have been learning that is true. The people described in Rogers' book had faith in the methods presented by the ancient healers and their faith made them well. This is a true fact of the created universe but these things are secrets because people do not believe.

The ancient secrets also include a lot of wisdom about treating our bodies properly and avoiding destructive behaviors. I have been applying similar wisdom, such as my morning walks without wearing glasses and traveling around by walking, like Jesus did.

I think I need to stop eating popcorn before bed, which is what I believe led to my dad's cancer. He used to eat a lot of it and his illness appeared within a few years of the new practice of industrially harvesting corn by killing it with glyphosate ("Roundup") to make it easy to desiccate and harvest. He suffered from Lymphoma.

Getting back to the book, it is very sad and suspicious that a very healthy man who was famous for using ancient secrets to heal people collapsed from an apparent heart attack while he was by himself in a Mumbai airport on February 19, 2020, ... right before the so-called "pandemic" was forced upon the world. I believe he was eliminated; the timing was too coincidental.

I have yet to open the other two books, but they are next. I plan to start with the autobiography. I feel a craving to learn about eastern culture because I sense a calling to eventually go there. God knows what gets my attention. Boy, does He ever!

I plan to update this post after further reading.

All glory to God.

UPDATE, August 27, 2025...

I just finished reading Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda, book #3.

I never would have even thought about acquiring this book if it had not been for her.

I consumed it urgently because I desired to know the kinds of things she has been taught.

These were some of my blog posts that came to mind as I studied the book...

Who Is It?, August, 2016.
Owner's Manual, August, 2016.
Eyes, November, 2016.
It's Your Move, October, 2016.

Readers can find those posts in the "BLOG ARCHIVE" on the right side of the web version of this blog.

UPDATE, Labor Day, September 1, 2025...

(Source)

People enjoy experiencing the physical pleasures of Creation.

Some have learned there is more to Creation than just what can be physically perceived, as the books in this reading assignment explore.

The Bible acknowledges all of this. For example, Jesus came and went inexplicably in the presence of his apprentices, Philip disappeared and showed up someplace else, and Paul boasted about visions and revelations. These things are common, as many people around the world have discovered in their own ways. "Enlightenment" is simply becoming aware of what is around us.

But enlightenment does nothing to deal with our sin problem.

When we sin against someone the only way to deal with it is to repent.

Without repentance there is no forgiveness.

The Bible tells us how to be freed from our sins...

Good God, April, 2021.
Apprentice of Jesus, May, 2018.

I truly and lovingly forgive you. Please come home.

Whom Do You Serve?

Private link:

https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2025/07/taboo.html

All glory to God.

UPDATE, July 22, 2025...

My people are destroyed because they lack knowledge.

UPDATE, July 29, 2025...

...but, it's not "the universe." It's the One who made the universe.

UPDATE, September 16, 2025...

Private link:

https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2025/06/bike.html

UPDATE, October 31, 2025...

Private link:

https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2025/10/synchronicities.html

UPDATE, April 30, 2026...

Private link:

https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2024/10/screaming.html

UPDATE, August 26, 2026...

Old Heavens, Young Earth

Source: NASA

The Book is full of examples where The Creator used people to demonstrate his character, purposes and glory. He loves metaphors, as do eastern people.

Most western people are linear thinkers, which comes from Greek tradition and teachings.

The God of the Bible is not a linear thinker. He does what he wants, how he wants, when he wants. He is not constrained by time and age because he made those things.

People have been taught to believe the earth must be billions of years old because what they can see in the night sky is very old. As mankind has learned ways to see farther than is possible with their naked eyes, they have realized many things are many "light years" away. A light year is the distance light travels in one year, which is nearly six (6) trillion miles.

Space telescopes have photographed objects billions of light years away. Our solar system is in the Milky Way galaxy, which is just one of essentially countless galaxies. The telescopes have recorded images of billions of galaxies, clusters of galaxies and weird things called "quasars."

If a cluster of galaxies is 7 billion light years away, its light requires 7 billion years to travel that distance to us.

People conclude the earth and those distant objects were created in the same instant, and The Book generally agrees with that presumption.

People also conclude the earth and those distant objects have aged at the same rate, at least that is what linear thinkers think.

But what if those distant objects aged faster than objects here on earth? How is that possible?

Well, with God all things are possible, but we do not need to rely on his ability to instantly create something out of nothing.

Weird things happen at "event horizons." Time slows down for one thing.

What is an event horizon? It is a boundary beyond which events cannot affect an outside observer, according to Wikipedia. Light cannot escape, and this is due to the presence of large amounts of mass. When a large star "dies" and stops shining, the matter of the star collapses in on itself, and if there is enough matter present a "black hole" results. This is all theory, of course, and nobody has ever witnessed it actually happening.

Black holes have been inferred by something called "gravitational lensing." The top photo of distant galaxies demonstrates this phenomenon. The same galaxy shows up three times in a ring near the center of that photograph, according to the text at the link above and in the photograph caption.

The earth with its solar system home must be young; it cannot be billions of years old. Tidal friction is making the earth's rotation slow down. The moon is measurably moving away from the earth and the sun is shrinking.

This is consistent with The Book. Its overall context and chronology support a young earth only a few thousand years old.

Modern pseudo-science's fanciful stories of "carbon dating," "geologic columns" and "geologic period" designations of rock formations are un-testable and lack objective means of calibration. They are simply made up. The question for people espousing those notions is, "How do you know? Were you there?"

I believe in the Bible and in a young earth. I also believe scientists when they show me evidence of gravitational lensing and photographs of galaxy clusters billions of light years away. I believe in an aged heavens.

Before God said, "Let there be light," there was water. Did he create all of the matter of the universe as water and have it all in one place? I believe he did. From there, he stretched out the heavens.

That much water would have been enough mass to create an event horizon, and if God expanded everything instead of allowing it to collapse in on itself, it could have been a "white hole" instead of a black hole. The white-hole event horizon would have remained at the center, where the earth was, and time would have slowed down in that region of the universe. Simple: young earth; massively aged quasars. This allows enough time for the light from those quasars and galaxy clusters to travel to the earth for us to see.

I have a book of an account by a physicist with biblical beliefs, and he convinced me this is plausible (Starlight and Time, Solving the Puzzle of Distant Starlight in a Young Universe, by D. Russell Humphreys, Ph.D., 1994). That resource, along with others, helped me move from being a cynical "evolutionist" to a man of childlike faith. These things are not a contradiction to me; they are opportunities to believe and be at peace.

Many people refer to the earth as our "mother." She is our home, and I believe she is feminine. She nurtures us, protects us, and lets us grow.

Yehoshua (Jesus) told his apprentices about The Father, his father. The Book describes Yahweh in majestic and masculine terms.

I think I like the metaphor He may be planning...

We shall see what happens.

This is so much fun!

All glory to God.

UPDATE, July 20, 2025...

Bingo!

Thanks, LJ!

UPDATE, August 16, 2026...

Follow-on from the video in the previous update...

	So far...
1)	Synchronicities becoming reality’s living language.	✅
2)	The transcendent function unlocking paradox.	✅
3)	Dreams turning into direct transmissions.
4)	The ego-Self axis dissolving and rebuilding.	✅
5)	Life itself unfolding mythologically.

Anna has talked about this kind of thing (example: Article #5906), although I don't agree with the clear idolatry of "Enki," and discussed that in the July 9, 2026 update of "Gentile Teachings."

These phenomena are definitely a "stretch" for me, but they are clearly happening in my life!

I have included these videos about Carl Jung in this particular post because the first one showed up in my life right after I made the post.

I have given this post a "Rare Mind" label to make it easy to find.

------------------

Anna issued a new article today about how man is created in the image of God and has God's divine power to create.

Article 5960, Granna Bytes: Your Power Question

In it, she shared a video about this...

Yes, people have the power to create and Jesus talked about it.

All people have this power, as long as they believe it. Yehoshua (Jesus) is clear about this. There is no debate.

The problem is sin.

We all have a sin problem, and God has given us a way out of it. Making that known is my key mission.

Witches believe in their "creative power," too, and they use it to cast spells and hexes. The Devil knows all about this and he uses our carnal desires to get us to misuse our gifts. Most importantly, the Devil does whatever he can to lead people away from Jesus. The Devil doesn't care what people do, as long as they do not accept the good news about Jesus.

Anna has claimed Satan has been dealt with. I have my doubts about that. These End Times are perilous and there is much deception.

The above video does not talk about sin.

Anna talks about the sin of people who oppose what she is doing. She fired the bank director and in these past few days she forced the Chief Continental Marshal to retire. They sinned and they needed to go.¹

But, what about Anna's sins?

I work for her and make no judgements, but she is just like the rest of us. As I discussed in Deception, I do not see evidence she comprehends The Gospel. I pray that she does.

As I have said, I am being led to diverge from direct involvement in what has lately been my "day job." There are too many women and men are not "stepping up." I have tried to demonstrate what is right, but I am growing weary. I sense a change is coming.

Be careful, people! Be very, very careful. Discernment is knowing the difference between what is right and what is almost right.

UPDATE, August 17, 2026...

Where there is no understanding of the Word of the Lord, the people do whatever they want to, but happy is he who keeps the law. (Proverbs 29:18 NLV)

People have the capability to do many things. What matters is do they have authority to do what they are doing?

Authority post

UPDATE, August 20, 2026...

¹ The bank director, yes; not sure about the Chief Marshal. This is all turning out to be more complicated than it first appears.

UPDATE, August 22, 2026...

The former Chief Marshal continues to vent on Facebook about his views. I am not going to get into what he is saying, but will just comment that he appears to be an "either or" kind of thinker. He did not like what was done to him so his abuser must be evil and everything they espouse and stand for is evil. It's all very emotional and very discouraging. Does he realize he is "throwing the baby out with the bath water?"

I do not agree with everything Anna says and does, and have said so here, but the overall mission and effort continues to make sense and line up with the facts, in my opinion. Am I a cult follower? No, I follow Yehoshua and he has led me in this so far, although I have recently been given different directions concerning my personal mission. Those directions have not invalidated what I have been doing, however.

Yehoshua came to earth where and when Rome was ruling, and things are pretty much the same today. He did not come to challenge Rome, and neither do I. I have been trying to do what is right.

This was the Scripture I read before going to sleep last night...

If I raise my eyes to the hills,
from where will my help come?
My help comes from Adonai,
the maker of heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot slip —
your guardian is not asleep.
No, the guardian of Isra’el
never slumbers or sleeps.

Adonai is your guardian; at your right hand
Adonai provides you with shade —
the sun can’t strike you during the day
or even the moon at night.

Adonai will guard you against all harm;
he will guard your life.
Adonai will guard your coming and going
from now on and forever. (Psalm 121, CJB)

The Field (world) is a place where evil comingles with good. We are called to shine like the sun into this dark world.

I will continue to do that.

Observing the former Chief Marshal's behavior has given me some insight into ego, and it has helped me understand my "ego-Self axis," as discussed in the video, above. I added a green check (✅) to that one.

Majesty

(ESA/Hubble)

We live in the midst of at least forty (40) powers of ten (orders of magnitude).

(Cosmic Voyage, IMAX, 1996)

The Book explains in simple terms how all of that came to be.

It took six (6) days from our perspective here on Earth.

In an older post, I explained how a very young Earth and a very old universe are not a contradiction.

The Book says mankind is God's ultimate creation.

It also says he used part of the man to create a woman. He created her for him.

That means making a woman was God's final act of forming the universe.

So, near the middle of those 42 majestic powers of ten, The Creator carefully placed his ultimate creation...

you

He did this all for His Glory, and I am overjoyed.

UPDATE, June 19, 2026...

A special friend shared this video with me. (Ignore the clickbait images. Listen to the text.)

Every time man develops a new observation technology, the glory of The Creator becomes more obvious. That is why those who pursue real science are quite often the ones who develop the deepest faith.

Galileo pointed a telescope at Jupiter and saw moons.

Voyagers 1 and 2 traveled to the outer planets and transmitted back astounding and unexpected images.

Space telescopes like Hubble are able to see past the shimmer of Earth's atmosphere to reveal depth and complexity never seen before. (See the photo at the top of this post.)

And now, this video explains how Artificial Intelligence (AI) quickly and deeply analyzed vast datasets to recognize layers of complex and consistent patterns, dumbfounding its entire audience.

Results always reveal even more Glory of our Creator. "Design" and "intention" become even more apparent.

As I recall, the final project of my college Freshman FORTRAN class was to create a program to generate super Fibonacci numbers. The teacher suggested the idea and provided an explanation of the particular sequence, and I wrote the program. I think the "super" version was adding three numbers instead of just two, as described in the Wikipedia article, above.

I find it interesting I was given insight into what Fibonacci sequences are, which today helps me put the above video into context. It mentions how both Nature and The Bible have Fibonacci patterns.

No matter what we do, we keep finding evidence of God.

... and I love it!

Red Pants

All glory to God.

Shadow

His apprentices did not have faith...

When they came to the crowd, a man approached Jesus and knelt before him. “Lord, have mercy on my son,” he said. “He has seizures and is suffering greatly. He often falls into the fire or into the water. I brought him to your disciples, but they could not heal him.”

“You unbelieving and perverse generation,” Jesus replied, “how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy here to me.” Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed at that moment.

Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and asked, “Why couldn’t we drive it out?”

He replied, “Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” (Matthew 17:14-20 NIV)

The woman with an infirmity had faith...

Just then a woman who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak. She said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed.”

Jesus turned and saw her. “Take heart, daughter,” he said, “your faith has healed you.” And the woman was healed at that moment. (Matthew 9:20-22 NIV)

Peter eventually had faith, and so did the people who saw what he did...

The apostles performed many signs and wonders among the people. And all the believers used to meet together in Solomon’s Colonnade. No one else dared join them, even though they were highly regarded by the people. Nevertheless, more and more men and women believed in the Lord and were added to their number. As a result, people brought the sick into the streets and laid them on beds and mats so that at least Peter’s shadow might fall on some of them as he passed by. Crowds gathered also from the towns around Jerusalem, bringing their sick and those tormented by impure spirits, and all of them were healed. (Acts 5:12-16 NIV)

When our shadow is changing lives, we can be confident we have faith. Until then, we must ask for more.

The Pharisees knew the Scriptures, but they did not have faith.

Jesus came to show us how to do our jobs. His Father will put us through tests to build our faith.

All glory to God.

Emcee Squared

(hint)

All glory to God, of course, the one who made it.

Tee hee 😉

UPDATE, October 14, 2025...

UPDATE, October 16, 2025...

Created a new post about this using the first video, above.

UPDATE, November 10, 2025...

From the video...

Internal energetic dissonance.
Constant telepathic interference.
Automatic energetic comparison.
Fragmentation of presence.
Soul resistance.

UPDATE, November 16, 2025...

Resonance

Tacoma Narrows Bridge (1940)

I sensed it.

Twice.

Locations: Top two photos.

Wow.

😊

UPDATE, June 23, 2026...

Second video, above: The Karmic Cycle of Love

13:11 The fifth sign that you are approaching the end of the Karmic Cycle is that you begin having recurring dreams about each other, synchronicities that seem to connect you beyond time and space, and a growing sense that something is about to change in the dynamics between you. Jung studied extensively communication through the collective unconscious and realized that truly compatible souls maintain a psychic connection that transcends physical distance and conscious communication. During the period of individual transformation, this unconscious connection continues operating, and as both approach the level of maturity needed for conscious reunion this psychic communication intensifies perceptibly. You might begin dreaming of them with increasing frequency, and the dreams can have a different quality from normal dreams, more vivid, more loaded with meaning, leaving a lasting impression even after you wake up.

Jung understood these dreams aren't just projections of conscious desire, but genuine forms of communication between two souls that remain connected at the deepest levels of the psyche. They can serve as preparation for physical reunion, helping both process and integrate the transformations they've experienced individually and energetically prepare to meet on a completely new frequency. Synchronicities also intensify during this final phase of the Karmic Cycle.

Jung defined synchronicity as meaningful coincidences that suggest a deeper connection between apparently separate events, and in the context of compatible souls these synchronicities can become so frequent and specific it's impossible to ignore them. You might find references to them in unexpected places, might receive messages that seem to come directly from them through other people or situations, might encounter symbols, numbers, or words that are clearly connected to your relationship. Jung saw these synchronicities not as coincidences but as evidence that you are being guided by forces operating beyond individual consciousness, preparing the ground for a reunion that will happen at the right time.

But here's the most important aspect Jung discovered about the end of the Karmic Cycle. The reunion of compatible souls never happens through conscious effort or manipulation. It happens naturally and organically when both reach the necessary level of maturity, and usually happens in a way neither could have planned or predicted.

Jung observed that trying to force or accelerate this process always results in more separation because it indicates at least one of the souls hasn't completely done the inner work necessary to sustain a conscious union. The real reunion happens when you become energetic magnets for each other again, but on a much higher frequency than when you first met. When this reunion finally happens, Jung said it's immediately recognizable as qualitatively different from all previous encounters between you. There's no longer the desperate need, the possessiveness, the emotional games, the unresolved projections that characterized earlier phases of the connection. Instead, there's a sense of deep recognition, a peace that transcends initial romantic enthusiasm, a quiet certainty that you've arrived at a place where you can finally build something lasting together. Jung called this the hieros gamos, the sacred marriage that happens when two individuated souls unite consciously, maintaining their individuality while creating something greater than the sum of their parts.

I had my first dream of her this morning.

I had prayed to dream about her, and it happened. I hope it happens more.

It was vivid, memorable, delightful.

I'm not going to give any details about the dream because I want to see if she was affected.

I was writing this update when I needed to leave to go see a movie. The transcript (above) from the video was complete, but the actual update was hardly started.

The Library was showing "Logan's Run," a dystopic sci-fi film from 1976, for its 50th anniversary.

I saw the movie once when I was in college and remembered little about it, ... except for the heroine¹, of course. I wanted to see it again because I now realize Hollywood movies gave disclosure about what the elites were planning for our future.

What struck me most was how the premise of the film demonstrated how lies are easily accepted and become entrenched by the masses when life is easy and full of pleasure. There's lots to unpack in this movie, although it got a bit long, even at 118 minutes. Jenny Agutter kept me riveted, however.

When I saw this scene, I smiled and shook my head...

Synchronicity. That composition was similar to the arrangement of my dream.

On my way home, I knew how to finish this update.

Perhaps my next dream will be synchronistic with other parts of the movie...

Oh, I hope so.

What would be much better, of course, is real life.

UPDATE, August 12, 2026...

Some synchronicities and dreams from the past 18 hours...

I've been walking barefoot in the evening. My feet are toughened up and I can easily walk two miles, enjoying the warm sidewalks and massages of my feet by the weathered surfaces, not to mention the cool grass and grounding the earth provides. Last evening, one of my neighbors was walking two dogs while he was barefooted. He says he does it occasionally, but I've never seen him do it before.
At the same time, there was a man and woman taking a walk, hand in hand. She was walking barefooted, often in the grass. She reminded me of somebody... Made me think about who I would like to do that with.
I've been yearning to dream about my Twin, and prayed again that it would happen. Early this morning, I dreamed of riding on a motorbike with my luggage in a populated location... on the left side of the road. (I still have my UK driver license stashed away as a souvenir.)
Related to the luggage, my dream continued into one of those dreams I've had about international travel, where I am late for my flight, can't find my passport and keep changing what I need to have in my suitcase. Both dreams were vivid, and I remember aspects afterwards.

This morning, I checked into something I was curious about...

Click to enlarge.

Those cheap flights are booking more than a month out -- end of September. All three of the top ones go through the Middle East. Some others go over the North Pole via Korea, but they take longer.

-----------------

So, after writing the above part of the update, I went to the mall.

There was some drama taking place in the coffee shop that I did not want to be around, so I went for a walk.

I was prompted to go to the Food Court to sit and drink my coffee. I had already eaten.

I was guided to sit someplace I had never sat before.

I got out my phone and started checking my blog hits.

I searched the "Undeserving" blog for activity happening on various countries "now." That reports the hits across the Internet over the previous two hours. Here is a screenshot...

Click to enlarge.

There had been five (5) hits from India over the previous two hours.

Of the 14 hits across the world over that time, the only specific post to be clicked was "Emcee Squared," the post you are reading right now and the one with the earlier update this morning, above.

Here are the timings of the specific hits of that post...

What time was it in India?

That's 11:42 PM for those who are not "world travelers."

Where was I sitting in the Food Court when this synchronicity happened?

That's my coffee cup, and the chair is pulled out where I was sitting.

These are all synchronicities related to our Twin Flame Journey.

Here's the total number of hits on India over the previous 24 hours...

Wow.

-----------------

As of 20:20 (8:20 PM), 05:50 Chennai time, there have been at least ten more hits overnight...

😊

UPDATE, August 13, 2026...

"The What"

For ten (10) years there were hardly any page views of this blog on India.

Since approximately April 24 of this year (2026), there has been an increase in views per day of at least an order of magnitude.

There has been a lot of attention on this particular post since I started updating it yesterday.

"The Why"

I don't know. 🤔

UPDATE, August 17, 2026...

¹ Added a link to photos of the actress, ... just because. 😏

Hey! Aren't her outfits emerald green?

Emerald.

Yeah...

Another synchronicity. 😉

Just like Greer Garson!

https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2024/10/greer-garson.html

UPDATE, August 18, 2026...

Today would have been my dad's 99th birthday.

I had a vivid dream this morning of one of my best friends during high school and college.

He and I were on the same curling rink (team) with my brother and another friend.

He was my Vice Skip; I was the Skip, or team leader.

We strategized together and he held the broom for my final shots of each end.

We did rather well as a team and the experience gave me confidence.

Seeing my last name on the scoreboard for the first time was disconcerting, but it was one of the many lessons God has given to me.

My friend pulled me out of my comfort zone and instigated a fun series of adventures that stretched me and loosened me up. He called me "Rich" instead of Rick, and would say, "Rich, ... Relax," when I was hesitant.

He took me on a "guy trip" in northern Michigan, to a place his family enjoyed when he was little. We laid on the Lake Michigan beach during the day and returned to that spot in the evening where we made a campfire. We wanted to have a party with girls, but it was only us, until...

A girl and her drunk brother showed up walking along the beach ... with a cooler ... full of beer. (The drinking age at the time was 18.) That led to more "loosening up" for me. My friend was fun.

I have not seen or heard from my friend for decades, except once...

When he heard that my wife had died, he sent me a gift box of cherries and chocolates from a classy emporium near where we had had our beach adventure.

I love cherries 🍒 and I love chocolates 🍫.

I believe my friend has the same personality type as my Twin.

In my dream, I kissed him on his bald forehead.

The dream was so vivid, so full of meaning, and writing this blog update was the first thing I had to do when I got out of bed this morning. I'm not even dressed yet, nor have I taken my walk.

Synchronicity.

UPDATE, August 22, 2026...

I rewatched the "Take On Me" video in the Damsel post last evening before going to sleep. Was thinking about my wife...

The girl's dress is .... green. 😊

Red and green are complimentary colors.

Yeah.

UPDATE, August 25, 2026...

Emerald.

Emerald City.

"The Wizard of Oz" is disclosure about the current deception we are living in...

https://mymichiganassembly.land/curious-correlation-to-the-wizard-of-oz/

What else is green?

Money?

What we think of as "money" is not really money.

Money has inherent value. Gold and silver are money.

Paper "money" has no inherent value; people just think it has value. It's a swindle.

What else is a lie? 🤔

Do stones and crystals have value? Can they "resonate?" Can they resonate on their own, or must they be subjected to some outside influence in order to do so?

Where might those outside influences come from?

Who or what might be behind that?

Stallion

Andromeda

UPDATE, June 15, 2025...

Spiritual shackles.

UPDATE, September 14, 2026...

Okay guys, hang with me on this one.

I have said that God knows what gets my attention. That is why I made this particular post.

The above images of a painting depict a woman, a naked woman, in peril.

My brain is wired to react to those stimuli, and one of the results is "dopamine hits."

That is a good thing.

The brain surgeon in the video of the "Blog Color Change" page at the top of this blog says a minute into the presentation...

(0:59) The answers are right in front of us, folks.
Even though the answers are right in front of us, if your dopamine level is low, you will not perceive the truth right in front of your face.

Apparently, dopamine is crucial to gaining understanding.

ADONAI has been training me and making sure I learn the truth. He wants me to transform and be a bridge to transformation for others.

To help facilitate that, He has arranged for me to be living through a season of high dopamine levels.

Primarily, He has brought my Twin into my life and she is constantly on my mind. Thinking of her generates dopamine, lots of it.

He has also got me in several developing relationships with other women and those situations result in dopamine hits, too.

Interestingly, the dopamine Wikipedia article says...

Some of the most effective therapeutic agents for ADHD are psychostimulants such as methylphenidate (Ritalin, Concerta) and amphetamine (Evekeo, Adderall, Dexedrine), drugs that increase both dopamine and norepinephrine levels in the brain. (Under "Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder" in the article. Emphasis added.)

Anyone taking ADHD medications would also be artificially receiving dopamine, which would increase their ability to comprehend the truth.

As my Separability post indicates, we need to learn how to disengage and separate ourselves from the world systems that are soon coming to an end. We need to learn the truth naturally as ADONAI designed us and therefore we need to get our dopamine naturally.

One of the best and most beautiful ways to do that is through a loving and passionate sexual relationship as husband and wife, as ADONAI designed. I know this from experience.

This is why I want and need the real thing.

Enough said.

UPDATE, September 29, 2026...

Nora has some interesting things to day about dopamine...

https://www.facebook.com/reel/4301245036687626

UPDATE, October 1, 2026...

Self Will

Many of us quote Jesus and say to our Father, "Your will be done." But do we really mean it? Do we, instead, end up doing our own will anyway?

I needed to go to the grocery store yesterday, and had been putting it off for several days.

My wife and I went to Kroger a lot before she died, but she also went to Family Fare occasionally. She liked how FF was quiet and relaxed, ... and not busy. Apparently their prices are higher so fewer people shop there.

My wife died during the "plandemic" hysteria and Kroger (incorporated) played the hoax to the hilt. They shut off the bottled water station, pushed face-coverings and continually made announcements about the "virus" propaganda. I got tired of it and started going to Family Fare myself, just to get some peace. Kroger was also the place where my wife collapsed and where I had to go to retrieve our car.

It's been over four years since my wife departed, and I have shopped at both Family Fare and Kroger. Both were providing me with personalized coupons based on my previous purchases, which is pretty creepy if you think about it, but in the past few months FF stopped sending them.

I ran out of a certain type of sriracha sauce I had found at FF and have not been able to find it elsewhere, so yesterday I decided to go to FF to get my bottled water and groceries. I knew I had the Kroger coupons, but I left them at home. As I was getting ready to back the car out of the driveway, I struggled to remember I would be going to FF. I knew if I had proceeded without thinking my constantly-running intuition would have taken me to Kroger. I had to think about driving and making navigation decisions.

When I got to FF, I loaded up a shopping cart (trolley) with my nine empty gallon bottles and went into the store. When I got to the bottling station there was a notice taped to it saying it was out of order and apologizing for the inconvenience. I chuckled and realized I had been waived off of going to FF for a reason.

So, I wheeled my cart back to the car, reloaded the bottles and drove to Kroger. Once I was at Kroger, I obtained a cart, loaded it with my bottles and ... realized I did not have my Kroger coupons. Ugh.

I put the bottles back into the car, returned the cart to the parking lot livery and drove the half-mile back to my house, retrieved the coupons, and then proceeded to return to the store and go through the ritual with the bottles again.

Once inside the store, I started shopping for vegetables because they are just inside the door, and realized my bottles were still empty. My usual practice is to fill them first, but I had not done it at Kroger in quite some time so I was disorganized. My intuition and thinking processes were not meshing.

I should have gone to Kroger in the first place. My will was to go to FF, but The Spirit wanted me to go to Kroger. Why, I did not know, but I presumed He knew what He was doing.

I filled my jugs, got my groceries, went home, put things away, and then went to the coffee shop to say goodbye to a friend who is moving out of state. When I got home again, I took a nap.

Upon waking from the nap, I knew I was supposed to walk to my daughter's house and offer her my wife's patio furniture. I knew they would be there (both of them), and it was something I was supposed to do. (My girls are still not talking to me after four years, as I discussed in other posts.) It was clear to me it was the Father's will that I do that, and the interaction took place. I believe He prepared me to hear Him through my self-will experience regarding Family Fare and Kroger.

I did what I was led to do with my daughters and it is in God's hands now. I can move on.

This morning, I realized why I was supposed to go to Kroger and not Family Fare. This song was playing in Kroger as I shopped...

https://vinyldialogues.com/VinylDialoguesBlog/the-backstory-behind-the-hit-sara-smile-by-hall-oates/

... Another "wink".

All glory to God, as usual.

Root Beer

These irises were in the gardens around our house when we moved in during the Spring of 2006. At some point, I transplanted them to their current location.

Early on, my wife bent down and smelled one of them. She said they smelled like root beer.

She was right.

Some people call them "flags," probably because they are up around Flag Day, a week from tomorrow.

Spring is especially melancholy for me. Flowers. She loved them and the senses they invoked.

I miss her.

All glory to God.