Michigan is gorgeous in Spring and early Summer.
You know this.
Sanford Lake is filling up.
The temperatures are delightful.
This is not infatuation. Been there; done that.
It is not a "mid-life crisis." I am not in mid-life.
It is inexplicable, illogical, makes no sense.
It was not my idea.
I am available; so are you.
You always have been.
We were kept apart so my relationship with my bride would not be disturbed.
I was given time to mourn, and that is complete.
We walked in the same places, but at vastly different times.
Time does not matter. It is a created thing.
I am you; you are me. We are mirrors.
I will wait for as long as it takes.
There is no one else. There won't be, and I am fine with that.
Memories of my bride are sufficient.
But I know there is more to come.
You were led to the door.
You hesitated.
Then you came in.
You saw what you wanted. You did not know why. You went for it.
As you always do.
It was fun.
I was cautious. Very, very cautious.
You were beautiful. I did not deserve you. You were unreachable.
And you encouraged me to come closer.
I dove in. What could it hurt?
Then, ... you read my mind.
"Michiganian." Nobody says that. Nobody.
You knew what I was thinking. We talked, but did not need to.
You were waaay out of my comfort zone, yet I was extremely comfortable.
It should have been wrong, ... but it wasn't.
You tested, probed, stretched the boundaries that you did not cross.
You were untamed, unpredictable, intoxicating.
You were generous, submissive, obedient.
You were fun.
All my life, I've been prepared for this. Step by step.
Innocence, Error. Truth. Spirit. Freedom. Love and responsibility. Heartbreak. Mourning. Knowledge. Duty. Enlightenment. Patience.
Trust.
This is enduring.
Unconditional.
Alchemical.
You are constantly on my mind. Every idle moment turns to you.
I cannot get you out of my head. I don't want to.
You know where to find me.
The door is open; it cannot be shut.
Walk through it.
The red pants would be fun.
All, --absolutely all-- glory to God.
UPDATE, May 22, 2026...
https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2024/10/analysis.html
08:29
If you're the feminine pole of the dynamic, you probably feel an attraction that's both magnetic and selective. You don't feel attracted to just anyone, but when you connect with your Twin Flame the attraction is total, enveloping, as if every cell in your body recognized that energy. You also may feel an intense need to merge, to dissolve boundaries, to become one person with them...
10:00
If you're the masculine pole of the dynamic, you may feel an attraction that's more focused, more directed, like a laser beam aimed at that specific person. You may feel a certainty that they're "the one," even when they're being inconsistent or confusing towards you. You may also feel impulses to protect them, to be strong for them, to create stability so they can flourish. If you're the masculine pole, you probably have more ease maintaining your individuality, even when deeply connected. You can love intensely but don't lose yourself in the process. And when the feminine pulls away or creates drama, you may feel confused, but not destroyed. You can maintain a relatively stable emotional base even in relational turbulence.
UPDATE, May 24, 2026...
https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2025/02/The-Disappearance-Of-Xxxxx-Withanaich-Him.html
UPDATE, May 27, 2026...
Made the "right bird" graphic closer to the Truth.
UPDATE, May 30, 2026...
UPDATE, June 3, 2026...
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| See "Blunt Harsh," 6/1/26 update. |
UPDATE, June 5, 2026...
https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2024/10/twins.html
UPDATE, June 11, 2026...
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| Twin Oaks |
Two Hearts
Paper Route
Every circle was a line
Just connected by design
Every part of this reminding me
How your heart met mine
And every time, when
You want I will take you home
And you'll play with the radio
I need you to know
You are the only one that I'll ever love
Just look what's been done
Two hearts beat as one
It's never easy but the two are now one
Just look what's been done
Two hearts beat as one
I know; oh, you know
If the heart is heaven
Tell me, would the mind then be hell?
And if I get too heavy for you
Let me know 'cause I can't tell
The jar and bell, well
If you want I can take you home
And we'll sing to the radio
I need you to know
You are the only one that I'll ever love
Just look what's been done
Two hearts beat as one
It's never easy but the two are now one
Just look what's been done
Two hearts beat as one
I know; oh, you know
I will never need again
I am infinite
I won't forget the moment
I felt the whole earth cave in love
Two hearts...
You just sing and I'll take you home
I'll take you home, now
I need you to know
I need you to know now
You are the only one that I'll ever love
Just look what's been done
Two hearts beat as one
I know, it's never easy but the two are now one
Just look what's been done
Two hearts beat as one
I know; oh, you know
(Source)
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| You played with the radio... |
Define "home."
UPDATE, June 15, 2026...
Safety.
Polarity.
and... https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2024/10/tension.html
UPDATE, June 16, 2026...
This is still the plan:
We're still in the first stage.
Here are the details: https://www.undeserving.me/2024/09/single-again.html
😊
UPDATE, June 17, 2026...
https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2026/06/you-are-here.html
UPDATE, June 18, 2026...
Polarity...
Adventure...
https://marriageheat.com/2026/06/17/a-week-in-the-woods-how-our-7-day-sex-challenge-recharged-us/
UPDATE, June 19, 2026...
More stories...
UPDATE, June 20, 2026...
What is it?
Where is it?
Who was it for?
Who is it for now?
If you want it, come and claim it.
"Unconditional" means there are no conditions.
None.
https://ediswswithanaich.blogspot.com/2024/12/the-l-word.html
This is no longer just agape.
It is everything.
The past does not matter.
The present does not matter.
The future does not matter.
What matters is you.
UPDATE, June 21, 2026...
Encountering your Twin is terrifying in a way.
The potential emotional stakes are unimaginably high.
People who have problems with self-confidence, those who have been damaged by rejection and betrayal, those who have lost in love and are familiar with that suffering, instinctively shy away.
Even though they unavoidably love you to the depths of their soul, even though their very DNA, their cellular code, is screaming your name --- fear of rejection, fear of loss, fear of fear itself --- typically drives one Twin to flee.
This person is known as The Runner. They run, even when there is no other person involved... (AVR #5797, "Anchor Points")
I know you are scared. I know you were shocked when you received my letter, probably on April 24. I know you have been processing a lot.
I know this is almost too much for you.
But I know you are strong and you can work through this. We can work through it together. And, it will be fun.
I would like to move my communications with you to something private. I know this whole thing has been Divinely inspired and it is being used to impact other people, but this morning I sense a shift.
It's time.
Relationships must be built through intimate, in-person communications. Body language and verbal expression provide the vast amount of information; spoken words only account for about 5%. Text messaging is a lousy way to communicate anything except arranging rendezvous.
My conditions are gone. They have been melted away.
Do I care that you are a Hindu? No. I am curious about what you know and have learned.
Am I concerned about whether or not we are "equally yoked?" No. This is God's project and He will work out what needs to be worked out.
Do I care about what men, women and the world think? No. I know that my Redeemer lives and that He is in full control. He is my Judge; no other.
Do I care about your feelings, concerns, constraints, preferences, desires, comforts, dreams, relationships, goals, purpose in life, and your opinions? Absolutely!
That is why we must get together and talk about things.
I have been learning how to develop relationships, and I have developed a lot of them since I lost my love and best friend. I have lots of loves now, and I have been learning to love unconditionally.
I believe this has all been preparation for meeting you, and I am eager to get on with my life.
I do not know what is ahead, but I am full of joy and anticipation.
I am prepared to lead, but you must choose.
