Eyes

Beloved Brothers and Sisters,

Are you sure what you have in your wallet is actually worth what you think?  Have you accepted something counterfeit?  Have you been deceived?

The Holy Spirit helps us to recognize counterfeits.  He helps us see lies, and discern truth.  Everyone who has the Holy Spirit can learn to hone their discernment skills.

God has given some members of the Body of Christ a strong ability to see things, so they can teach others in the Body how to do the same.  We might call them the "eyes" of the Body, but what we call them does not matter.  We need to love all of our brothers and sisters in Christ and submit to one another because together, we are Jesus here on earth.

If someone in the Body "sees something," we must take it seriously, test it to make sure it is true, and then take appropriate action to defend the Body from deception.  Everyone has blind spots.  We must humble ourselves and accept help to see what we do not see.  This is part of the Body's immune system, and is essential for its health.

Lydia

Years ago, the Holy Spirit taught me some things about this, and they have stuck with me ever since.  I was having a discussion with someone who claimed Lydia was the leader of a church.  I went home to check it out and got out my exhaustive concordance.  I only found her name in Acts 16...
From Troas we put out to sea and sailed straight for Samothrace, and the next day we went on to Neapolis. From there we traveled to Philippi, a Roman colony and the leading city of that district of Macedonia. And we stayed there several days.

On the Sabbath we went outside the city gate to the river, where we expected to find a place of prayer. We sat down and began to speak to the women who had gathered there. One of those listening was a woman from the city of Thyatira named Lydia, a dealer in purple cloth. She was a worshiper of God. The Lord opened her heart to respond to Paul’s message. When she and the members of her household were baptized, she invited us to her home. “If you consider me a believer in the Lord,” she said, “come and stay at my house.” And she persuaded us.
  (Acts 16:11-15 NIV)
Skipping the story about the jailer...
After Paul and Silas came out of the prison, they went to Lydia’s house, where they met with the brothers and sisters and encouraged them. Then they left.  (Acts 16:40 NIV)
That is all I found about Lydia.  Her name appears nowhere else in the New Testament, including Paul's letter to the Philippians.

So, if she was the leader of a church, the evidence for her being a leader of the assembly of believers in Philippi looked slim.  Meeting in someone's house does not automatically make them a leader, especially if they are a new believer.  I thought perhaps she was a leader of the assembly of believers in the town where she came from, Thyatira, so I looked up the name of that city in my concordance and only found it in Acts 16:14, as discussed above, and Revelation.  I looked in Revelation and found this...
“To the angel of the church in Thyatira write:

These are the words of the Son of God, whose eyes are like blazing fire and whose feet are like burnished bronze. I know your deeds, your love and faith, your service and perseverance, and that you are now doing more than you did at first.

Nevertheless, I have this against you: You tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophet. By her teaching she misleads my servants into sexual immorality and the eating of food sacrificed to idols. I have given her time to repent of her immorality, but she is unwilling. So I will cast her on a bed of suffering, and I will make those who commit adultery with her suffer intensely, unless they repent of her ways. I will strike her children dead. Then all the churches will know that I am he who searches hearts and minds, and I will repay each of you according to your deeds.

Now I say to the rest of you in Thyatira, to you who do not hold to her teaching and have not learned Satan’s so-called deep secrets, ‘I will not impose any other burden on you, except to hold on to what you have until I come.’

To the one who is victorious and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations—that one ‘will rule them with an iron scepter and will dash them to pieces like pottery’—just as I have received authority from my Father. I will also give that one the morning star. Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches."
  (Revelation 2:18-29 NIV)
Now, that woman was certainly leading people, but not in a good way!  Suddenly, I realized Lydia was the "Jezebel" in Thyatira, and that the Holy Spirit had used the person I was conversing with to guide me into that revelation.  Today, I still believe Lydia was the Jezebel of Revelation, although the Bible does not explicitly say so and I have never heard anyone else make that connection.  You can believe what you like, but it caused me to wonder if Lydia was really converted.  Here is another look at the text in Acts 16... 
One of those listening was a woman from the city of Thyatira named Lydia, a dealer in purple cloth. She was a worshiper of God. The Lord opened her heart to respond to Paul’s message. When she and the members of her household were baptized, she invited us to her home. “If you consider me a believer in the Lord,” she said, “come and stay at my house.” And she persuaded us.  (Acts 16:14-15 NIV)
It says Paul and his companions were persuaded to believe something, but says nothing about her actual belief.  Compare this to what happened a short time later with the jailer...
About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them. Suddenly there was such a violent earthquake that the foundations of the prison were shaken. At once all the prison doors flew open, and everyone’s chains came loose. The jailer woke up, and when he saw the prison doors open, he drew his sword and was about to kill himself because he thought the prisoners had escaped. But Paul shouted, “Don’t harm yourself! We are all here!”

The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas. He then brought them out and asked, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?”

They replied, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved—you and your household.” Then they spoke the word of the Lord to him and to all the others in his house. At that hour of the night the jailer took them and washed their wounds; then immediately he and all his household were baptized. The jailer brought them into his house and set a meal before them; he was filled with joy because he had come to believe in God—he and his whole household.
  (Acts 16:25-34 NIV)
In the jailer's case, the text explicitly states he and his family believed.  They saw miracles and the jailer was terrified.  He repented.  Lydia only heard Paul's teachings, and Jesus said...
“Unless you people see signs and wonders,” Jesus told him, “you will never believe.”  (John 4:48 NIV)
Paul later wrote to the Corinthians...
My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit’s power, so that your faith might not rest on human wisdom, but on God’s power.  (1 Corinthians 2:4-5 NIV)
If we believe the book of Acts was inspired by the Holy Spirit and he speaks to us through the text, then he is telling us something here by making this comparison.  He is telling me Lydia did not really believe, and therefore did not repent, and she may have eventually taught error in her hometown.  This is the danger of just preaching words without demonstrating God's power -- people don't experience the fear of God, and they don't really repent.  Then, thinking they have something to share with others about God, they unwittingly become false prophets and lead them away from Jesus.  They are the blind leading the blind, and both will fall into a pit.  Is this what we want?  Of course not!  We must do things the way Jesus taught us.  Even the early disciples did not always get it right, as demonstrated here in the case of Paul.  This is very sobering, in my opinion.

Of course Jesus will ultimately judge who is actually converted and saved, but the Bible says we are supposed to make judgements about those who claim to be in the Body of Christ (1 Corinthians 5).  I believe Paul and his companions were deceived into believing Lydia was converted, and I think many Bible translators, church leaders and scholars have been deceived, as well.  She was not Paul's first convert in Europe; the jailer was, along with his family.  I believe this happened because Paul did not have all the help he needed when he got to Philippi, and he did not recognize what was going on.

John Mark

Before he left on his second missionary journey, Paul had an argument with Barnabas about John Mark.  Earlier, John Mark had been with them at the start of Paul's first missionary journey, when they were on the island of Cyprus, but he went back to Jerusalem for some reason after they returned to the mainland.

The first missionary journey started after Barnabas and Saul (Paul) returned from delivering a gift to brothers and sisters in Judea (Acts 11:27-30)...
When Barnabas and Saul had finished their mission [to Judea], they returned from Jerusalem [to Antioch], taking with them John, also called Mark...  (Acts 12:25 NIV)
The text of Paul's first missionary journey starts here...
...The two of them [Saul and Barnabas], sent on their way by the Holy Spirit, went down to Seleucia and sailed from there to Cyprus. When they arrived at Salamis, they proclaimed the word of God in the Jewish synagogues. John was with them as their helper.

They traveled through the whole island until they came to Paphos. There they met a Jewish sorcerer and false prophet named Bar-Jesus, who was an attendant of the proconsul, Sergius Paulus. The proconsul, an intelligent man, sent for Barnabas and Saul because he wanted to hear the word of God. But Elymas the sorcerer (for that is what his name means) opposed them and tried to turn the proconsul from the faith. Then Saul, who was also called Paul, filled with the Holy Spirit, looked straight at Elymas and said, “You are a child of the devil and an enemy of everything that is right! You are full of all kinds of deceit and trickery. Will you never stop perverting the right ways of the Lord? Now the hand of the Lord is against you. You are going to be blind for a time, not even able to see the light of the sun.”

Immediately mist and darkness came over him, and he groped about, seeking someone to lead him by the hand. When the proconsul saw what had happened, he believed, for he was amazed at the teaching about the Lord.

From Paphos, Paul and his companions sailed to Perga in Pamphylia, where John left them to return to Jerusalem.
  (Acts 13:4-13 NIV)
This seems to be the only time in the book of Acts, and in the whole Bible, where Paul directly confronted a false prophet.  The summary at this link seems to have a pretty good list of the false prophets in the Bible, and it only lists two in the New Testament:  Elymas and the Jezebel of Revelation.  John Mark was with them for only a short time, which happened to be when they encountered Elymas.  Here is where Paul's second missionary journey begins, and eventually reaches Philippi and Lydia...
Some time later Paul said to Barnabas, “Let us go back and visit the believers in all the towns where we preached the word of the Lord and see how they are doing.” Barnabas wanted to take John, also called Mark, with them, but Paul did not think it wise to take him, because he had deserted them in Pamphylia and had not continued with them in the work. They had such a sharp disagreement that they parted company. Barnabas took Mark and sailed for Cyprus [perhaps to encourage Sergius Paulus1], but Paul chose Silas and left, commended by the believers to the grace of the Lord. He went through Syria and Cilicia, strengthening the churches.

Paul came to Derbe and then to Lystra, where a disciple named Timothy lived, whose mother was Jewish and a believer but whose father was a Greek. 
[This is apparently where Paul first met Timothy.] The believers at Lystra and Iconium spoke well of him. Paul wanted to take him along on the journey, so he circumcised him because of the Jews who lived in that area, for they all knew that his father was a Greek. As they traveled from town to town, they delivered the decisions reached by the apostles and elders in Jerusalem for the people to obey. So the churches were strengthened in the faith and grew daily in numbers.

Paul and his companions traveled throughout the region of Phrygia and Galatia, having been kept by the Holy Spirit from preaching the word in the province of Asia. When they came to the border of Mysia, they tried to enter Bithynia, but the Spirit of Jesus would not allow them to. So they passed by Mysia and went down to Troas. During the night Paul had a vision of a man of Macedonia standing and begging him, “Come over to Macedonia and help us.” After Paul had seen the vision, we got ready at once to leave for Macedonia, concluding that God had called us to preach the gospel to them. 
[It appears Troas is where the author of Acts joined Paul's party, presumably Luke.  This means the author had first-hand knowledge about the encounter with Lydia.]

From Troas we put out to sea and sailed straight for Samothrace, and the next day we went on to Neapolis. From there we traveled to Philippi, a Roman colony and the leading city of that district of Macedonia. And we stayed there several days.

On the Sabbath we went outside the city gate to the river, where we expected to find a place of prayer. We sat down and began to speak to the women who had gathered there. One of those listening was a woman from the city of Thyatira named Lydia, a dealer in purple cloth. She was a worshiper of God. The Lord opened her heart to respond to Paul’s message. When she and the members of her household were baptized, she invited us to her home. “If you consider me a believer in the Lord,” she said, “come and stay at my house.” And she persuaded us.
  (Acts 15:36-16:15 NIV)
So, were Paul and his companions deceived in the Lydia encounter because John Mark was not with them?  The Bible does not say directly, but years later, when Paul wrote his second letter to Timothy, he asked him to send "Mark," because he needed his help.  This was after Paul had been to Rome (2 Timothy 1:16-17), and therefore was also after his three missionary journeys -- in other words, after Paul had been through many experiences, and had encountered many different people and situations...
Do your best to come to me quickly, for Demas, because he loved this world, has deserted me and has gone to Thessalonica. Crescens has gone to Galatia, and Titus to Dalmatia. Only Luke is with me. Get Mark and bring him with you, because he is helpful to me in my ministry. I sent Tychicus to Ephesus. When you come, bring the cloak that I left with Carpus at Troas, and my scrolls, especially the parchments.

Alexander the metalworker did me a great deal of harm. The Lord will repay him for what he has done. You too should be on your guard against him, because he strongly opposed our message.

At my first defense, no one came to my support, but everyone deserted me. May it not be held against them. But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it. And I was delivered from the lion’s mouth. The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To him be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
  (2 Timothy 4:9-18 NIV)
Is this the same "Mark" we have been discussing?  The Bible doesn't say, but I believe it is.  This Mark was helpful to Paul in some way, which implies he had capabilities that Paul did not have.  I also believe it is likely he was the cousin of Barnabas, and eventually got reconnected with Paul...
My fellow prisoner Aristarchus sends you his greetings, as does Mark, the cousin of Barnabas. (You have received instructions about him; if he comes to you, welcome him.)  (Colossians 4:10 NIV)

I believe John Mark may have had a spiritual gift of discernment, or something similar, and God used it on Cyprus to help defeat Elymus the false prophet so the procounsul, Sergius Paulus would see the Power of God and believe.  The Bible doesn't say what John Mark did because the Book of Acts is mostly about Paul, but he may have been the one who recognized what Elymas was doing and warned Paul.  Whatever happened, The Darkness undoubtedly took note and did what it could to separate John Mark from Paul. We don't know why John Mark returned to Jerusalem after Cyprus, but we do know there was conflict within "the Family" of Christ that created division and caused a breakup before the second missionary journey.  This is nothing new, and I have seen it before.  In fact, it happened to me.

Personal Experience

Years ago, after I repented and was baptized in water and Spirit, my spiritual capabilities in the Body of Christ started to become apparent.  If you read some of my earlier posts, you know I had foreknowledge of some things that occurred, and in some cases prayed God's will for them to come about.  After the "big one" happened, which you can read about in Spirit of Elisha and Burned Toast, The Darkness put some resources directly on my case within a week.

I had left my job as a chemical engineer, and had begun using my time to learn about film-making and television production.  I had signed up to learn how to use broadcast-quality video equipment at the local cable TV public-access station, and it was a day-long class.  During the lunch break, two guys who were also taking the class asked me to go to lunch with them.  They made me uncomfortable, but my motto at the time was, "Give to those who ask," so I went.  It was an awkward meal, and I really did not like them at all, but I tried to be nice.  A few weeks later, the manager of the TV station told me one of them had checked out some equipment and did not return it, and the station had to take special steps to get it back.  That's pretty bad "fruit."  Last June, I learned I had "spiritual hitchhikers."  Did I acquire some of them during that lunchtime encounter back in 2001?  I do not know the answer to that, and it really doesn't matter, but I do think the question is quite intriguing.

We were members of a church at the time, and I ended up being marginalized and persecuted for no apparent reason.  I became very distraught and upset about it, and could not understand what was happening, but I have a very good understanding about it now.  Of course, I forgave them and have moved on, and I rejoice at being counted worthy of suffering disgrace for the Name (Acts 5:41).

At home, all of the neighbors we knew moved away in a relatively short period of time, and most of those who replaced them showed little interest in getting to know us.  I realize now that the Holy Spirit was teaching me what it is really like to live as a disciple of Jesus in this fallen world.  It was a hard lesson, but one I cherish.  Several years later, God led us to sell our house and move across town to what has turned out to be a much better place.  We love it here.  God is good.

First Strike

In war, when attacking an enemy, the first thing to do is blind them so they are at a disadvantage.  When the U.S.2-led coalition of forces began their attack to "liberate Kuwait" in 1991, the air raids during the first night were targeted at "command and control."  They wanted to take out the enemy's eyes.  When the Babylonians captured Zedekiah, King of Judah, they put out his eyes before they took him to Babylon (2 Kings 25:7), and when the Philistines captured Samson, they gouged out his eyes, probably thinking it would neutralize him for good, although they were mistaken (Judges 16:21).

This is what Satan does when he deals with God's people -- he goes for the eyes.  Don't fall for it.  Love your brothers and sisters, and respect what you hear them say, and what they see.  Test it, of course, but trust them because they are Jesus, and they are his way of helping you.  More importantly, it is how he protects his Body from attack, and if you ignore the "military intelligence" he provides, you risk being cut off, overrun, and destroyed.

Whoever has ears to hear, let them hear.


All glory to God!!!

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UPDATE, April 27, 2022...

1Barnabas was from Cyprus, so he may have just gone home.

UPDATE, May 10, 2022...

2The "U.S." is/was an out-of-control government-services corporation, and the wars in Iraq had nothing to do with actual Americans or the actual American Government.  I discussed this in more recent posts.

There is a pyramid on the side of the Abrams tank (U.S.) in this picture.  That symbol shows who those soldiers were actually fighting for and who was really in control.  The soldiers and the public had no idea what that meant.  I certainly didn't, but I noticed it and wondered.

When I wrote this post in 2016, I was still under the belief that the government of my country always did what was right, and that the cause of that particular adventure was a just one, but it turns out I had been groomed by propaganda from the Media.  I think it is interesting that all three of the examples I gave of "first strikes" are associated with Satan in the subsequent paragraph.  Apparently, the Holy Spirit knew what I did not know when I wrote this post.  All glory to Him!!!


Because I Love Him



Because I love him, I follow him.



When I follow him, I am with him.

When I am with him, I know him.

When I know him, I understand him.

When I understand him, I trust him.

When I trust him, I obey him.

When I obey him, I am useful to him.

When I am useful to him, I am equipped by him.

When I am equipped by him, I can work for him.

When I work for him, I am effective for him.

When I am effective for him, I have victory through him.

When I have victory through him, I rejoice with him.

When I rejoice with him, I reign with him.



I am not worthy of him.

I was separated from him.

I was worthless.

I was powerless.

I was nothing.

I was lost.

He found me.

He touched me.

He claimed me.

He redeemed me.

He healed me.

And, he set me free.


Therefore, I love him.



I do not do what he hates, because I love him.

I do not listen to lies.

I do not waste my hours.

I do not follow others.

I do not want my own way.

I do not trust my own voice.



I am terrified of being without him.



I recognize him in a crowd.

I hear him in a din.

I see his eyes in a smile.

I know his voice.


I love what he loves, and hate what he hates.

I love his body, the Body of Christ.

I hate sin; I detest it.

I love those who love him, and weep for those who hate him.

He will soon crush Satan under his Feet.



I wait for him.

I long for him.

I dream about him.

I look for him.

I listen for him.

I focus on him.

I respond to him.

I chase after him.

I submit to him.


I learn what he likes.

I ask what he wants.

I crave to please him.

I delight in his delight.

I cherish him.

I revel in him.

I rejoice in him.

He is mine.



He is my Purpose.  He is my Choice.  He is my Bridegroom.  He is my Master.

He is my King.



All glory to God!!!

I Am Not Paul

Beloved,

Holy Spirit tells me that I am not Paul.  I am me.  God the Father made me, Jesus Christ saved me from my sins, and Holy Spirit helps me live like Jesus.

Paul was a man who lived about two thousand years ago.  He was created by God the Father, saved from his sins by Jesus Christ, and lived like Jesus through the Holy Spirit -- like me.  We know about Paul because early church leaders took a number of his writings and put them into a book.  Paul had gone to Rome because his walk took him before rulers who needed to hear about Jesus.  Apparently a number of his writings ended up in Italy, which is where the Roman Catholic Church was instituted.  Holy Spirit dwelt in Paul, so Paul's works were full of "spirit and truth."  People apparently recognized that and found them useful, so those works survived the early persecutions.

Romans, 1 Corinthians, 2 Corinthians, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, 1 Thessalonians, 2 Thessalonians, 1 Timothy, 2 Timothy, Titus and Philemon are all attributed to Paul.  Colossians 4:16 implies he also wrote something to the Laodiceans, but that is apparently lost.  Some think Paul may have written Hebrews, but it doesn't really fit his style, so we won't count that one.  So, Paul wrote 13 of the works included in the New Testament.

Peter is credited with writing 1 Peter and 2 Peter.  Somebody named James wrote James, and somebody named Jude wrote Jude.  John, the "disciple that Jesus loved" wrote the Gospel of John, and he is credited with writing 1 John, 2 John, 3 John and Revelation.  Somebody named Luke wrote Luke and Acts, which together were "an orderly account" written for "most excellent Theophilus," who was probably Paul's lawyer in Rome.  Mark and Matthew are attributed to people with those names.  So, of the 27 works included in the New Testament, 14 were not written by Paul, although two of them (Luke and Acts) were written about him, or in support of his cause.

So, associating Luke and Acts together with the 13 works written by Paul, over half (56%) of the New Testament was either written by Paul, about Paul, or in support of Paul's cause1.  That's a lot of Paul.

And that's fine.  Paul was an interesting guy, and he was passionate about Jesus Christ and sharing him with others.  That is what all disciples of Jesus are called to do and be.  Does that mean I should do everything Paul did, and try to imitate Paul in everything I do?  No.

I am called to imitate Jesus, not Paul.  Paul did great things because the power of the Holy Spirit worked through him, but Jesus said everyone who believes would do that.  It seems the other authors and the other persons mentioned in the writings are like supporting actors and bit-players in a movie about a guy named Paul.  Even the gospels sometimes seem like prequels to the action-adventure movie about Paul.  That may be a bit of a stretch, but sometimes it seems that way.

The book of Acts, which is about Paul, says about 3000 souls were baptized on the day of Pentecost (Acts 2:41), and every one of them had a story, but we don't have their stories in writing.  Surely none of their experiences were the same as Paul's, but their lives would have been just as amazing because the Holy Spirit was involved.  He is amazing.

For example, the man God used to baptize Paul, and get him started in his new life, was a guy called Ananias.  He is a bit-player in the Paul movie, and his part of the script is Acts 9:10-19, ten verses in total.  Ananias was a disciple and had a life, and in that script he:  had a vision from the Lord, conversed with the Lord, was sent by the Lord to do something, did what the Lord told him to do, healed Paul (Saul at that point), baptized him in the Holy Spirit, baptized him in water, and served him to meet his needs.  Was that the first time Ananias ever did those things?  Unlikely.  Was it the last?  Probably not.  Ananias was a disciple of Jesus, and he could have been the star of his own movie, but we have no more records about him.

We all have our own "movies" to live, and if we receive the gospel by repenting and being baptized in water and spirit, as Jesus commands us, we can experience our own "blockbuster" movie.  That is why God created us, to experience Him.

I am me, and you are you.  We are all called to live by the Holy Spirit, as Paul did.  But we are not to be Paul.


When I was in college, an Iranian friend showed me how to handle a volleyball, and I fell in love with the game.  A different friend and I started practicing volleyball during "open gym" on Saturday mornings.  He always wanted to spike the ball so I had to "set" him.  He wasn't very good, and neither was I.  If I managed to give him an absolutely perfect "set," he was able to pound the ball to the floor and we both got a thrill.  We played intramural volleyball together with some guys from the dormitory in the spring, and we had fun, but the following year we decided it was time to find some better competition.

The next year we went to play with the Volleyball Club.  They knew what they were doing.  It wasn't very long before they realized they had "found their new setter."  Me.  I had worked so hard the year before to give my friend perfect sets that I became quite good at handling the ball, and when I found some guys who could actually jump and had proper technique, they hit anything I put up there.  My friend got better as we played with them, and volleyball ended up being one of my favorite things to do when I was not studying and going to class.

After I finished school and started working, I joined a local group of guys to play volleyball.  We played in a league in town, but also traveled to other cities to play in tournaments.  Most of the guys were bigger than me and could jump higher, and that was okay.  I liked being a team player and being part of something better than I could do on my own.  At times, I was content to play in the back row and sit the bench while the rest of the guys took on competition that stretched our capabilities.  My best memories are the times when I was able to come into the game and play well to contribute at that level.

Later in life, while living overseas, I got to play with a traveling team in Britain, and we played in the English Volleyball League.  In that situation, I got to be one of the two setters, and I got to set a young man who could "jump out of the gym."  He taught me to shoot the ball to wherever he was in the middle, and he would blast it straight down.  Oh, that was fun.

When I was in my forties, I got to play with a league team in a "5-1" system, which means I was the setter all the time and never came out of the game.  I had dreamed of doing that, and I finally got to do it.  It was fun.  Then, one day I realized I was going to get hurt, and decided to "hang up my shoes."  I was 49 years old, but was diving around on the floor like I was 23.  It had been fun, but I had better things to do, like follow Jesus Christ.

I'm telling you this because it gives a little insight into who I am and what God made me to be, although it is much more complex than "volleyball player."  How I fit into those teams, what motivated me, and the things I learned while playing that game has helped me to understand myself, and who God wants me to be.  I've done other things, too.  I curled, played soccer, worked as a chemical engineer, lived in the United Kingdom, helped design a world-scale chemical plant, led people in building multi-million-dollar projects and exhorted people at a large chemical manufacturing site to follow government safety regulations they were required to follow by law.  As a kid, I tried to organize sand-lot or back-yard football (American) or baseball games on an almost daily basis.  If I only could find one person to play catch with, that was fine, but my desire was to play with partial, or even full, teams.  I was successful once or twice in doing the latter, and it gave me great satisfaction.  I wasn't interested in playing for a school-sponsored team because I preferred to be with those I loved.  It wasn't about me; it was about playing the game and having fun.


I have my own story, and there are new chapters every day.  Holy Spirit is leading me, and I do what he wants me to do, as best as I can.  I do not have to "compete for the prize" that Paul was talking about, and I do not have to "win the race."  I do not need to understand all of the theological intricacies that Paul discusses in Romans, or worry about being stoned or killed for being a jerk towards nonbelievers.  That was Paul's job, but it is not mine.  We have turned the term "apostle" into some high and mighty title reserved for people of long ago we cannot dream of imitating, but the term actually means "worthless slave," someone who is sent out during war to carry messages because they are expendable.  Paul went out and got in trouble, because that was his job.  He saw great things and he was persecuted for what he did, and some people are called to do that.  I am called to do different "great things" that Jesus did, and I will be persecuted for that.  I will be ridiculed and persecuted for writing this blog post, if anybody even reads it, and that is okay, because that is what I am called to do.

I cannot be Paul, my wife cannot be Paul, and the young woman with Cerebral Palsy2 who lives across town cannot be Paul.  But, we can all be Jesus, and that is what we are all called to do.

Oh, Jesus, help us to be what you want us to be, what the Father made us to be, and what your Holy Spirit is trying to help us to be.  Let us not be distracted by what others say, or what people who lived 2000 years ago say, or what the demons say.  Help us to hear only you, and do what you have called us to do.


All glory to God!!!

 

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UPDATE November 19, 2021...

1Of the 270 pages in the New Testament of my ESV Classic Reference Bible (© 2001, Crossway Bibles), 141 of them are in the books I classified as the 'Paul' category.  That is 52%, which is still over half.

2UPDATED, March 28, 2022.

 

UPDATE, September 4, 2022...

I am not Spock either!

...although, I think the character and I have the same personality type (Scientist, INTJ).

As I said elsewhere, Star Trek is Illuminati propaganda, and the "Mr. Spock" character is probably the trademark of the franchise.

Spock is a critical thinker, and he is logical.  He is so logical he is irritating.  And he does not care.  He is cold.  He never laughs.  He puts people off.

On top of that, he has pointed ears and weird eyebrows.  He looks like the Devil.

Why would they create a character like that?


It suddenly hit me this morning that the 'Spock' character subliminally demonizes those who are critical thinkers.  People like me.  Why would they want to do that?

Are critical thinkers a threat to the Illuminati agenda?  Do they see through lies?  Do they figure out what is really going on?  Can they warn others about deceptions and dangers?

Critical thinking must be suppressed, otherwise the SLAVES will figure out they are slaves and revolt.  Some people are natural critical thinkers, like me, and the masses must be taught to shun and ignore us.  My children have been influenced to run away from me, I believe for this very reason.  I see through things like mask mandates and virus hoaxes, but they do not.  I will not willingly submit to the euthanasia, so "the machine" has prepared medical prisons and 30,000 guillotines for people like me.  There is a reason the ELP song lyrics mention "a glaze of Vaseline."


Then I saw thrones, and seated on them were those to whom the authority to judge was committed. Also I saw the souls of those who had been beheaded for the testimony of Jesus and for the word of God, and those who had not worshiped the beast or its image and had not received its mark on their foreheads or their hands. They came to life and reigned with Christ for a thousand years.  (Revelation 20:4 ESV)

I do not want these things to happen, but it is not my Project.  If I am to lose my head for Jesus, then so be it...

And to quote Arnold Schwartzenegger's 'Terminator' character, .......


UPDATE, September 8, 2022...

Captain Kirk, the commander in the Star Trek series, has an Executive personality (ENTJ).

According to the TypeLogic website, ENTJ and INTJ personalities are "Pals," which means they, "work and play well together: minimal natural type conflict."

And that is what the Kirk and Spock characters do in the program.   They are pals.

This explains why I get along well with leaders, since my personality is INTJ, like Spock's.

Interesting...


UPDATE, November 4, 2022...

The image of Spock with the "triangle hands" is from the Star Trek Episode The Way to Eden, Season 3, episode 20, 1969.

https://www.pinterest.com/pin/298152437833362281/

The IMDB website shows 33 photos for this episode, but does not include the photo of Spock returning the triangle gesture.  (Note the number:  33.)

Click to enlarge.

...But the guest actors all show it.

When I search for the image of Spock doing it, very few examples show up.

Click to enlarge.

There seems to be a reluctance by those in control of IMDB and the Internet to provide evidence of the most recognizable character of the Star Trek franchise showing an Illuminati symbol.  I wonder why that is... 🤔

 

By the way, the spaceship in the Star Trek series is number:  "NCC-1701."

N = 14,  C = 3

NCC-1701 -->  14 + 3 + 3 + 1 + 7 + 0 + 1 =   29
29  -->  2 + 9 =   11

11

Yup.  There's a seventeen (17) in it, too.


Neptune's Revenge

Beloved,

This is an image of the rain from Hurricane Matthew as it approached Jacksonville, Florida on October 7, 2016...

Hurricane Matthew at Jacksonville, FL and Neptune Beach (NOAA NEXRAD)
The Book of Job provides valuable insight about how the supernatural parts of creation interact with the natural world we live in, especially the first two chapters.  Please read both chapters before reading any further.

God is sovereign, and has control over everything, including Satan.  The darkness can do nothing without God's permission...
One day the angels came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came with them. The Lord said to Satan, “Where have you come from?”

Satan answered the Lord, “From roaming throughout the earth, going back and forth on it.

Then the Lord said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.”

“Does Job fear God for nothing?” Satan replied. “Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But now stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.”

The Lord said to Satan, “Very well, then, everything he has is in your power, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.

Then Satan went out from the presence of the Lord.
  (Job 1:6-12 NIV)
One of the disasters that struck Job was a mighty wind that killed his children...
…another messenger came and said, “Your sons and daughters were feasting and drinking wine at the oldest brother’s house, when suddenly a mighty wind swept in from the desert and struck the four corners of the house. It collapsed on them and they are dead, and I am the only one who has escaped to tell you!”  (Job 1:18-19 NIV)

I find it quite amazing that a major hurricane impacted the Jacksonville beaches less than four months after many people were set free there on June 18.  I described what happened to me in previous posts, especially here:  The Rage of Neptune.  I published that post eight days before the first "Matthew" advisory from the United States NWS National Hurricane center, which means I published it eight days before the storm entered the Caribbean Sea, and well before it was forecast to have any impact on the USA...

Published date: September 20

 First Advisory date: September 28

It had been 31 years since Jacksonville had been impacted by a storm of hurricane strength, and 83 years since a major hurricane (Dora, 1964).  You can study the data here.

Was Hurricane Matthew "revenge" for what happened at the beaches?  You will have to judge for yourself.  Personally, I think it is quite interesting, and I believe that the Supernatural and Natural interact, as the Bible says.

Actually, I don't think the purpose of the hurricane was to punish anyone who had anything to do with Neptune Beach.  Its purpose was to get attention.  Most people who were there on June 18 were not there on October 7, and the whole coast of Florida is well-prepared for storms like Matthew.  Even the public trash bins in the beach areas are concreted into the ground.  No, Satan would not waste his resources attacking an empty beach.  He would seek something dearer to attack, something closer to home.  He would strike family, like he did Job's.

The Holy Spirit has become amazingly precious and clear to me since I returned from Florida in June, and I am learning to follow him more confidently.  Many of my previous posts document what I have been learning.  I have learned we can all have unwanted passengers (The Car), and Jesus commands us to cast them out (Evolution Revolution).  I have learned to be empathetic and more forgiving to everyone, because I had demons without knowing it (Free).  I learned I could even have the Gospel and chase after Jesus while I had "spiritual hitchhikers" aboard (Taking Off The Religious Glasses; Pulling Weeds), and I can be seriously deceived even when those hitchhikers are gone (Rage of Neptune).  I can have dreams God wants me to have that are from Satan (Rewiring; Pheasants), and I can think I am hearing from God when I am not (Who Is It?).


Here is something that is from God.  He just gave it to me after I wrote the last paragraph.  Notice the name of the hurricane.  That is where he wants us to look.

Satan has struck our family, our family of Christ.  That is his revenge, and God has allowed it in order to test us.  I only know what I have seen publicly on social media, and I am seeing it from the outside.  I have seen evidence of jealousy, fits of rage, gossip and even spiritual "fratricide."  What was once enthusiasm and excitement has turned into silence and despair.  Jesus continues to work but the body has taken hits.  It's as if a bomb went off in the headquarters tent.

This is not new.  Those who participated in previous "reformations" of the Church turned on each other.  In Eyes on the Ball, I discussed how Michael Servetus and John Calvin committed fratricide, literally.  We can look down on them and think we are better than them, but we would be proud if we did that.  Yes, we can cast out demons, and we are called to do so.  We are called to heal the sick, and we are called to preach the Gospel.  We must do those things, and we are certainly meant to rejoice in those things, but we must remember our place and who the Master is, and that we are all servants.  Yes, Jesus has given us his Holy Spirit, who gives us the same power he had when he walked on the earth, and he has commanded us to do what he did.  We must do that.  But it is not just about what we do "for the Kingdom."  It is also about how we actually treat one another.

Jesus commanded us to love one another.
A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”  (John 13:34-35 NIV)
That's a command, just like the command to heal the sick, cast out demons, preach the gospel and make disciples.  Learning and practicing how to love one another, meaning our brothers and sisters in Christ, is part of becoming and making disciples.  That is core discipleship.  Our love for one another must be sacrificial, it must be top priority, it must be the most important thing we do, after loving God.  Yes, we need to love our worldly neighbors, and we do that by being kind to them and sharing the gospel with them, but we must die for one another.  We must submit to one another out of reverence for Christ.  We must consider our brothers and sisters more important than ourselves.

If we do not love, we are nothing.
If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.  (1 Corinthians 13:1-8, in part. NIV)
It was publicly stated that some people received a prophecy about "a shark," and that they knew what it was.  Shortly after that, it became apparent from public statements and behaviors that things were not right, and drastic changes took place.  It was not pretty.

I do not know what that prophecy was, who made it, or who received it, and I do not know the circumstances -- and I don't need to know.  But Holy Spirit knows, and yesterday my heart became very troubled.  I think this is how "Neptune" has exacted his "revenge."

A few weeks ago, I wrote about how I tested some prophecies (S.W.A.T.), and this is the key Scripture I followed:
Do not treat prophecies with contempt but test them all; hold on to what is good, reject every kind of evil.  (1 Thessalonians 5:20-22 NIV)
I rejected some and held onto others.  My question is, was the "shark" prophecy properly tested, per the protocols Jesus gave us?  I don't need to know the answer to that, but I hope it was.

What protocol is that?  Scripture.  Specifically, the name of the hurricane.

Matthew 18 provides many instructions about how we are to deal with each other in the Body of Christ.  Forgiveness is a key one.  It breaks destructive cycles.  Satan may get things started with a lie, or multiple lies, but we can defeat him by breaking the chain of offenses and simply forgiving.  It is not easy, but it is what we are called to do.  Also, if someone sins, there is a protocol to follow...
“If your brother or sister sins, go and point out their fault, just between the two of you. If they listen to you, you have won them over. But if they will not listen, take one or two others along, so that ‘every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.’ If they still refuse to listen, tell it to the church; and if they refuse to listen even to the church, treat them as you would a pagan or a tax collector.  (Matthew 18:15-16 NIV)

A "prophecy" is not evidence of a sin, and it can be hearsay.  Not only do we need to test prophecies, we also need to test the "prophet," or "prophets."  Do they have a good track record, or are they a new believer?  Has the Lord himself established them?  Do we even know who they are?  I think the story about Hananiah is very instructive, and you can read it in Jeremiah 28.

If we follow the Matthew 18 protocol for dealing with a brother or sister who sins, and we get all the way through it and they do not respond, how do we treat them like a "pagan or a tax collector?"  We simply share the gospel with them and tell them to repent.  If they do not listen, we shake the dust off and go someplace else.  That's it.  We do not accuse them of being anything other than someone who needs Jesus.  If they act wickedly towards us, we are to simply turn the other cheek and walk away, and let God deal with them.

Again, I only know what has been shared publicly on social media, and I don't need to know anything more, but I encourage my beloved brothers and sisters to love one another and to seek the Lord about these things.  He will show us what to do, and he wants us to be reconciled.  He died for us.  He shed his blood for all of us -- even those who sin against us and refuse to listen.

Oh, Yeshua, please forgive us.  We are weak and easily deceived.  We easily become proud, and we can be so wicked to one another.  Help us to demonstrate to the world what it truly means to love one another.  That is the best way to share the gospel, to love one another.  When we do that, with a true and sacrificial love, people will see we have something very special and precious, that words cannot adequately express.  Then they will want what we have, and they will ask how they can get it...

And then we can show them.


All glory to God!!!

 

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UPDATE, August 19, 2022...

This is a screen shot of an actual infrared satellite photo of Hurricane Matthew as it made landfall on the island of Haiti.

 

The Darkness can cause evil events to happen, as I discussed above.  Apparently, so can man.

I have learned and observed over the last few years that there are technological capabilities for controlling the weather, earthquakes, and other things we have always thought were 'acts of God.'  According to Genesis...

The Lord said, “If as one people speaking the same language they have begun to do this, then nothing they plan to do will be impossible for them..."  (Genesis 11:6 NIV)

Some things never change.  English is the universal language of technical people.  Babylon never went away, and it may be more prevalent now than it has ever been.