Disappeared

I disappeared when I left my job at the peak of my career in 2001.

I disappeared when I retired in 2015.

I disappeared when my wife died in 2021.


I am awake and I can't go back to sleep.

I write my blogs to express myself and perhaps leave breadcrumbs for others.

I try to be patient and compassionate with those still asleep, always looking for opportunities to plant seeds of awareness. 

I have learned to love.

I can fall in love with whoever I want.

I have learned about myself and am overjoyed.

The privilege of a lifetime is to become who we truly are. 

I have disappeared.

I am waiting for you. 


All glory to God.